Stumbled upon this gay blog... & kinda made me wonder... what made 'them' gays or les..?
Is it disappointment of the opposite sex? I mean, what do they see in each other..??
I dunnoe about u but I really can't stomach the thought of f*cking with someone of the same sex as me.. it's just plain gross.
Don't mean the offend the gay community here but it's really gross seeing grown well-toned man acting all girly. SICK!!
Eleen was just commenting how would she feel if her son turn out this way..
To me.. I think I rather go with the thought of not having a son if he turn out this way.. Bet it's a major blow to any parents.
But gotta give them some credit.. at least 'he' was brave enough to blog about their love & they're really sweet together.. doubt normal couples are as loving as them.
God, can't believe I just said they're sweet!
A Heroine
Read a story about this girl name Joan on Sunday Times (23 Mar 06).
She is suffering from Stage IV cancer yet her indominable fighting spirit & bravery even when staring right in the ugly face of death has touched many if not all whom have read her story.
I believe there is something we all can learn from this remarkable young girl... every now & then, we are complaining about work, money, places to go, to have fun. Yet this girl is fighting for her life & she isn't even complaining.
I'm deeply touched by her entries esp the post Mar 14 '06, it really made me feel her desperation, her fears. Somehow, it reminded me about a part of the bible.
On the night when Jesus was arrested, the usually calm & composed Jesus broke down, cried & pleaded with God not to let him suffer or forsake him. That was the human side of the Lord.
Similarly, the human side of Joan surface in the post despite her strong & brave outlook.
To me, that is true strength...
I'm sure we all could relate to that. But not all are brave enough to let that human side surface...
Joan, you will always be in my prayers. Remain strong, the Lord will fight the battle for you.
Her blog here
The blog her friends setup for her here
A lesson in Grace
As I shuffle through my daily mails.. this particular one is really endearing.
Take a look ya?
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The Story of a Smile
I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology.
The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.
As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men. As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling". His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance. He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching. The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed
Gentleman was his salvation. I held my tears as I stood there with them.
The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted. He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).
Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes. That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.
I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray. I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand. He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."
I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope."
I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope."
We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
We are not church goers, but we are believers. That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand. I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it. Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?"
I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class. She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed. In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.
I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:
UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to
LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.
Dreams
Been having some really good dreams lately.. Dreamt that by some uncanny luck, I got a sugar mummy who lavish me withs lotsa goodies like my 'Hot' car for the moment.. the Ferrari 360, a lifetime membership of non-stop shopping spree with a limitless credit account!!
Out of nowhere, I was transported into another world..
I imagine myself mixing around the taitais & the so-called high society socialites... Arriving in style in my Jet Black Ferrari 360, escorted by an army of babes in heels & diamonds bigger than my Ferrari's headlights.
A huge crowd gathers around the red carpet, pushing & screaming as I strolled past nonchalantly. ignoring the incessant clicking of cameras & flashes.
Hmm.. wait a Min! This reminds me of the Oscars?!!
Oh well, anyway... being greeted by the host, we were escorted to our luxuriously & lavishly decorated table.
Suddenly.. there is a loud RIIIIIIIINNNNNNG..............!
OMG, a fire?!!
I open my eyes... No, its no fire.. its my damn alarm.
Hope I get to dream part 2 tonite...
Bangkok
Finally.. some time to blog.
Well, alot has been happening since my last post.
I survived a trip to Bangkok during the country's worst protest & anti-singapore sentiments in recent years. It was a good trip in fact, plenty of shopping, (Yes, guys do SHOP!) eating & shopping & eating & shopping & eating & shopping & eating & shopping & eating.. ok, I think you get the idea.
Anyway, i came back with tons of dirt-cheap-but-look-epensive clothes.. 22 to be exact, 1 cool casual jacket in white with green stripes, 1 jeans (coz I seldom have the chance to wear nowadays), 1 3/4 berms, 1 pair of slipper, 1 pair of super stylish office leather shoes, 11 watches (God, I went crazy when I saw those watches!), 1 mummified-dolled photoframe, 1 jail-bird doll key hanger, 2 bags & 4 bags of really yummy 'ikan bilis with sesame' !
The hotel room we were staying at is simply amazing.. its H U G E ! Imagine a king-sized bed + 1 single bed + 1 walk-in wardrope + 1 bathtup + a big toilet + u can actually dance salsa with the remaining spaces! Yes, we did try.. in fact its enough for 4 couples to dance comfortably.. Hahhaa.. now you can ust imagine how insanely big it is..
Oh, almost forgot... the hotel is Baiyoke Sky hotel. Thai's tallest hotel. Pretty cool.. its has 84 storeys.. The view from our 33r flr wasn't too bad either.. but something strange did happen on our 2nd night there.
It was about 9+pm, after a hearty room-service dinner as we were simply too tired after a long hard day of shopping & bargaining. We decided to go for a drink at the bar on the 83rd flr. But in order to get there, we have to go down to the lobby to take another lift up.
As you know, our room is on the 33rd.. we went in, pressed L (Lobby) & the door closed. When it open, strangely we were on the 48th flr. Waited for a few seconds, no one came in so I pressed to close the lift.
Feeling a little uncomfortable, I grabbed touch my cross for a few secs through my shirt & we arrived at the lobby without any event.
However, as we approach the lift that will take us up to the 83rd flr. I felt something is slowly creeping down my chest.
Thinking it was an ant or some insect, I quickly try to feel it. It felt hard.. as it made its way down to my tummy, i flip open my shirt to look at it.
It's my cross!!
Thinking I might have dropped my chain as well, I immediately feel my neck. It's still there! I used my fingers to circle it, thinking there must be a gap or somthing.. there was none!
I look at the crossed, expecting to find a gap or a hole.. in order for it to drop from the chain.. there was NONE!!
The hole that the chain goes through.. its sealed & it still is.
How in the world did the cross removed itself from the chain????
You tell me.
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Nothing-ness
I've absolutly nothing to blog about, not even one thing or some things but just not even a single thing. At least if one thing is some thing but no things is really nothing. So nothing is in fact just not a single thing even if you thought there is anything but in fact not a single thing which still brings you back to nothing. Any one thing will still be a thing even if it is just a some thing however without anything, not even a single thing it is just plain nothing which will explain why nothing is actually no thing put together.
Got Anything?
hehee.. :)
'Players'
Just the other day, I was just comforting a friend who had been dumped, a week before that.. was consoling another friend who was also dumped & last month another case.
It dawn on me that people are falling in & out of love all the time.. WHY??
Why cant we find someone we love & just STICK TO IT!!
Damn those so-called 'Players' out there. be it guys or gals.. May them rot in hell.. for causing so many broken hearts.
Maybe as a retribution, they will suffer an heart-attack every month but won't die.. let their heart be truly BROKEN... muahahahhaa..
Anyway, back to my friends.. mayb its coincidence.. but all three were dumped by some bastards who claimed that they have different characters.. hence the break-up.. what a load of BULL!!
If you want someone with the same character.. you might as well marry a mirror.. for heaven sake.. the beauty of life is in the individuality of each living creature.. accept them for who they are.. or don't get involved in the 1st place... 'keprende' (understand)?!
Lucky for me.. I didnt have such an ending for my past r/s.. they dump me for even more weird reasons.. (I'll touch on that another day, when i have the mood.. hahaa)
Anyway, to all those broken-hearted souls out there who were played-out by the 'Players'.. fret not.. their retibution will come fast & furious.
Remember the crucial point:
Its THEIR loss, NOT yours!
The man/woman of your dreams will appear soon.. so cheer up, ya??
MONSTER Sighted at ECP on Sunday, 26 Feb 2006!!!
The biggest, most obese canine I've ever seen....
Look at the size of him.. oh, by the way, he's called Diesel..
This fellow even has diffculty walking..
I can understand why.. hahaha..
GHOST!!!!!
Ok, something serious.. no tricks, no pranks, no editing... no joke.
I downloaded this stock image from the net & guess what I saw...
From the thumbnails, you can clearly see a girl standing in the middle of the field, BUT from the preview at the bottom of that window, there is NO GIRL!!
When I open up the pic.. THERE IS NO GIRL!!!!
As you can see.. this girl is definitly IN the pic!!! From the lighting, angle & depth.. Arrgghhhhhhhhhhh!!
GHOST!!!!!!!!!!
This pic scared the shit out of me!
A spirit we all must have...
If you still don't get it... dont bother.
Go face the wall till you do.
A little though....
While taking a short 'Eye-break' from work.. I look out at the window & what a fantastic view it is.. 41st floor at suntec.
Just as I was about to get lost daydreaming away while looking the the Shenton skyline...
a small thought creeps up on me.
Why are we all working so hard for? For $$, security, satisfaction?
Other than the last factor, the rest really sux.. !
Working, working, working & working all our lives just to pay off debts.
Heck, we're already in debt before we start working. Yes, u too..! Those 50 cents u borrow from that short & fat kid in primary sch, yah.. that's the one! Unless you had repay him back.. U're considered already in debt.
Or let's say you're a angel in school.. or some would say 'sucker' who are always the one lending people $$, you're also in debt!
You're all in debt from the moment you're born.
And the rest of our lives are just staying alive trying to pay off all these debts while tryinng to be happy at the same time.
I really dread the end of the month.. those instalments are practically flooding my mailbox.
My bills breakdown:
Car instalments
Road Tax (eveery 6 mths)
Car Ins (yearly)
Personal Ins
Personal Ins
Personal Ins
Personal Ins
Personal Ins
Personal Ins
Personal Ins (I have 7!!)
Hp bills
Cable bills
Laptop bills
TV bills
Life is such a rat race.. if only we could all slow down by the side.. take a long stroll down the unbeaten path & enjoy the scenary once a while..
How nice it would be...
Without stress, without datelines, without pressure, without race
Well, breaks' over... back to work!
Hmm... Interesting!!
While I was driving on my way to work this morning, Class 95's FD had a pretty interesting article.. regarding the ability to make the right decision.
He said..."
According to a research done in the US, a number of respondents were ask the choose the best car, they were all given all the facts & figures of the cars, eg. milleage, engine, legroom, etc etc..
After studying all the facts, only 28% managed to pick the right answer.
However, another group taking the exact same question.. were also given all the facts & figures.. BUT were asked to play some games & watch a movie before deciding on the answer..
58% of them got the right answer!
According to the researchers, this is because our brains are not adapt to too much info at one time.. in order for it to make the right decision, you must allow it to sink in, let it process..
So, sometime if you had a gut feeling about certain things...
You're most probably right!!
Hmm.. so guess that leaves me unfit for work this week.. as I gotta think of certain important issues such as, what should I do this coming weekend, what time I should wake up, which buffet should I stuff myself with...
Heheehee..
Expensive-Flower Day
Yes.. its that time of the year again.. where roses seems to worth more than gold & restaruants serving gold-plated food. Afterall.. with those kinda exuberant prices, isn't this what you should expect?
Strange it seems that Valentine's Day's origin has nothing to do with love at all.. infact, its a pretty sordid event. Its about a Roman named St. Valentine who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries.
Though the 2 incidents are as distant as your relatives.. somehow, somewhere, some idiot decided to mark the day as V-day.. or I would rather call it EF-Day (Expensive Flower Day).
Kinda ridiculous that love should be celebrated & displayed openly only on that day. I mean, so what if you don't get any million-dollar flowers on EF Day but your partner showered you with love & affection (yes.. and flowers too.) for the other 364 days..
What's the big deal?!!
Guess it boils down to a simple philosophy... something all of us instinctly possesses from young.
Remember those Transformer or Barbie toys that your disgustingly spoilt neighbour's kids had.. I'm sure you want one too.. just to 'not lose out' ?
Or what about the craze of the 'Super Soaker' guns.. everyone wants a bigger gun or at least a gun..
The 'If everyone is having it, I also want one' (IEIHI,IAWO) theory. From what I know, girls aren't exactly particular about those damn flowers.. just that it makes them feel somewhat lacking or inferior if their date brings them out and couples everywhere are clutching a bunch of dead plants and they are NOT!
So, they also WANT!
Conclusion?
Unless that little hole in our ozone grows at an alarming pace & all those flowers are extinct.. the poor male species will continue to be carrots for the flowerist.
As for the meals.. well, I don't quite mind spending abit more to have a nice quiet & romantic dinner in some fine restaruants..
but
just last week, i enquire about a certain French fine dining.. a 6-course dinner (with names I can't pronouce & food that can't even fill half my stomach), it cost a whopping $400 for 2!!!
Its robbery!!
But well, its the "IEIHI,IAWO" theory again..
Oh well, after all my whinning... I guess if its for someone you love, its more than worth it.
Just to see that smile on her face.... its enough for me.
New signboards for us?!
Found this rather amusing signboard..
Maybe Singapore could come up with something like this...
My own variation..heheh
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