It's a stormy day in office today.. no, i don't mean the mood but the weather.

Similarly, dark clouds has been hovering all over me for weeks. I've no idea how to describe.. many thoughts, many memories, many 'IFs'....

At times, the feelings got so real.. it seems to have really manifested into a physical pain.

"It hurts" .... seems to be a vast understatement.


But however how much it is affecting me.. I'm determined to ride it out.. must not let it overcome my piorities ( which has coincidentally changed.)


Easier said than done.


But I'm trying....